Stories in the Head

I used to make up stories before I went to sleep every night. Usually I didn’t get very far. Sometimes I would barely arrange the scene before drifting off, and would start in approximately the same place on the following night. Serials, in a way, but I almost never finished one of those mental stories; certain moments of the story seemed to be enough to hold my attention, and I would even anticipate thinking about the story that night. Later, another story, or beginning scene, would flow in to take that one’s place, and the previous one would be all but forgotten.

I don’t do it any more. Why?

I can remember writing mental stories even in college, when I first really started to write stories down (only sometimes the mental ones). I may have done so for a while after graduation. I don’t remember, really. But now, and for nearly a decade, I hardly ever start a dreamy story. The closest I’ve come is rehearsing scenes, even down to certain wording, while walking around the city, writing them down when I got home. The change happened years before I first sold a story, so I don’t think becoming a selling writer caused the change.

Have I stopped because I put more stories on paper now, and that satisfies the urge? Because I’m too tired to think before sleeping? Because I’m getting older and my habits are changing? Because I don’t have time to think on the story outside of the increased time in which I am physically typing?

And I wonder what I got out of it, besides pleasure. Did I develop any writing skills that way? Does it matter? Because the pleasure of making stories ought to be enough.


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About Victoria Janssen

Victoria Janssen [she, her] currently writes cozy space opera for Kalikoi. The novella series A Place of Refuge begins with Finding Refuge: Telepathic warrior Talia Avi, genius engineer Miki Boudreaux, and augmented soldier Faigin Balfour fought the fascist Federated Colonies for ten years, following the charismatic dissenter Jon Churchill. Then Jon disappeared, Talia was thought dead, and Miki and Faigin struggled to take Jon’s place and stay alive. When the FC is unexpectedly upended, Talia is reunited with her friends and they are given sanctuary on the enigmatic planet Refuge. The trio of former guerillas strive to recover from lifetimes of trauma, build new lives on a planet with endless horizons, and forge tender new connections with each other.
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6 Responses to Stories in the Head

  1. Jeannie Lin says:

    I'm a big daydreamer/nightdreamer too. I suppose it's my version of pantsing because when I sit down to write, I plot, but the emotional core of where it all comes from is the daydreaming.

    I still do it. I need it to actually write. it's one of those intangibles of my process. Once in a while, I get a gift though. A scene that actually works and makes it into the draft. :)

  2. Victoria Janssen says:

    I'm wondering if a lot of that process for me is now unconscious.

    I miss it being conscious sometimes.

  3. JulieD says:

    I do it all the time, especially winding down for the night before i fall to sleep. If I'm having troubles sleeping, I do it consciously to start off, but otherwise, it's sort of dreamy and flows. Maybe you could try turning it back into a 'habit' each night by force-starting it and then letting the scene run it's course?

  4. Romantic Heretic says:

    Yeah, I do that all time. And have done that forever.

    I'm always dreaming up characters, creating settings and conflicts. Just the way I'm wired.

    Now if I could get back into the habit of writig them out. :(

  5. Victoria Janssen says:

    Hmmm, I wonder how tightly my conscious and unconscious story processes are intertwined?

    And if I investigate too much, will it disrupt the process?

  6. Kate Pearce says:

    I still make up stories in my head all the time, which is basically how I write my books :)

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